لَحِقتْ به، قتلها الهَمّ، لم تذرف دمعةً واحدة، تعطل الدمع وليته ما تعطل! فبعد أسبوع انكفأت على وجهها وأشهُر وغادرتنا، أبي الضاحك البَشُوش المقبل على الحياة عاش بعدها سنينَ طويلة، لكن من هذا الذي عاش وبقي معنا؟! واحد آخر ليس فيه شيءٌ من أبي، صامت مُتجهِّم مكروش النّفسِ..

She followed him; grief killed her. She did not shed a single tear, the tears failed, and would that they had not! A week later she collapsed on her face, and within months she left us. My laughing, cheerful father, so fond of life, lived long years after that, but who was it that lived and stayed with us? Someone else, with nothing of my father in him: silent, sullen, his spirit crushed.

ونُفاجأ بعشرات الناس يتوافدون علينا، ومنهم كبار في السن ومنهم نسوة والكل مصمم على الإحاطة بالصاروخ وحمايته، والذي أو التي تتحسَّسه ونحن ندفعها بعيدًا، والتي رمقته بعينيها وأسرعت إلى بيتها ووراءها ثلاثُ أو أربعُ نسوةٍ وعُدْنَ بملاءات أسِرَّة وألحفة وبطاطين، والتي نزعت ستارة نافذة من نوافذ بيتها وكلهن يُرِدْنَ تغطية الصاروخ وحجبه عن أعين الأعداء.

We were taken aback by dozens of people streaming towards us, old men and women among them, all determined to surround the missile and protect it: one man or woman feeling it with their hands as we pushed them away, one woman who looked it over and ran home with three or four others behind her and came back with bed sheets, quilts and blankets, another who tore a curtain from her window, all of them wanting to cover the missile and hide it from the enemy's eyes.

وكان الموتُ أقوى منها، فعلَى مَنْ تثور؟ على شهيدٍ عند الله! أم على ابنةٍ انقصمَ ظهرُها.. تقبَّلت..

And death was stronger than she was; against whom could she rage? Against a martyr with God? Or against a daughter whose back was broken? She accepted.