The Worlds of Kamal Ruhayyim عوالم كمال رُحيّم

ويلوح لى وجه أخي فأتأمل الساعة التي تحيط بمعصمي، ساعته! لم يرَها ولا فرح بها، يوم ميلاده كان على وشك وابتعتُها له غير أنه لم يعُد، غاب الغيبةَ التي لا يأتي منها أحد، لم أشأ حفظها فدفءُ يدي أحنُّ عليها من أدراج وأرفف الدواليب..

My brother's face appears and I look at the watch around my wrist. His watch! He never saw it, never rejoiced in it; his birthday was near and I bought it for him, but he did not come back, he went into the absence from which no one returns. I would not put it away: the warmth of my hand is kinder to it than drawers and wardrobe shelves.

From the novel Port Said 68 · Chapter 9

Words of a narrator or a character belong to the novel's world, not to the author's personal views.

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Port Said 68

فهمس للباقين بأن يكمنوا في مواضعهم وزحف وتسلل هو حتى وصل إلى هذا المزغل وسد فَوَّهته بجسده.. تلقى ليس عشرات الطلقات بل المئات من ماسورة المدفع الخارجة منه، وظلَّ منصوبًا عليه حتى بعد أن مات.. فعلٌ لا يحدثٌ ولو من شخصٍ مجنون..

He whispered to the others to stay hidden where they were, then crawled and crept until he reached the embrasure and stopped its mouth with his body. He took not tens of bullets but hundreds from the gun barrel that jutted from it, and stayed propped against it even after he died. An act that would not happen even from a madman.

Port Said 68

فهكذا كان حالي وحال غيري من المدنيِّين العُزْل طوال أيام الحرب، الموت يُشاطرنا حياتنا، يأكل ويشرب معنا، أحبَّنا، أعجبته شوارعنا وبيوتنا حتى أولادنا الصغار أعجبوه ويودُّ اللعب معهم، اسْتملَحَنا اللعينُ وأنفاسُه تخالطُ أنفاسنا صباح مساء..

Such was my state, and the state of the other unarmed civilians, all through the days of the war: death shared our lives, ate and drank with us, took a liking to us; he liked our streets and our houses, even our small children pleased him and he wanted to play with them. The accursed thing found us charming, and his breath mingled with ours morning and evening.

Port Said 68